Irony can be cruel..

How do I put this down. How do I allow myself to type myself into vulnerability?

You opened the way when I thought there was none; A room with no escape, no windows, no doors. Feelings, dormant, awakened by a smile and those eyes. Everything else slipped away, my tongue loosed and I spoke of things I had kept silent. I felt safe.

Like many a thing, I have made the wrong move. It seems now, I can't make it back to where it was headed. Some say I'm in love.Well, I don't know about that. What I do know catches me off guard, the thought of you is there when I ought to be thinking of anything but you. You are a constant, an unshakeable allure. Oh to be in those beautiful arms and hearing that smooth voice simply... speak.

I must let you go. Let go of what I never had. Wishing what plays in my head was what I could wake up to.